February 2012
1 post
January 2012
3 posts
December 2011
4 posts
Beegees Greatest hits
I was just running an errand for my boss.. Driving everythings fine till I realize I have to drive on Santiago canyon and I swear I almost threw up and had a panic attack - zztop just happened to be playing - I can’t be on this road
Dammit Miles I Miss You So Much
November 2011
1 post
October 2011
4 posts
August 2011
4 posts
3 tags
July 2011
3 posts
June 2011
7 posts
May 2011
7 posts
I miss these women - they mean a lot to me
I feel broken again, I need some strength to pull myself through this- but where to get it..
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how could this possibly be giving anyone closure, the war isn’t over. This doesn’t mean we are out of the woods, I’m not even sure if he is really dead or not. The ONE photo of him dead looks completely photo shopped & then his body has already been released & buried at sea? it hasn’t even been 48 hours..all this isn’t adding up to me -patriotism is making me...
April 2011
8 posts
March 2011
33 posts
I don’t know what is up with me. I can’t get out of my own head- I’m scared cause I’m already having issues with finding models again & what if I can’t do this -what if I fail again. I just can’t swallow the doubt & it’s hurting me the stress is creeping back..struggling to say the least..
I stare at my reflection in the mirror
Why am I doing this to myself
Losing my mind on a tiny error
I nearly left the real me on the shelf
No, no, no, no
Don’t loose who you are in the blur of the stars
Seeing is deceiving, dreaming is believing
It’s okay not to be okay
Sometimes it’s hard
to follow your heart
Tears don’t mean you’re losing...